Sad, Sad Me

Good morning friends and visitors! Tuesday again is here! Hope you all have a nice day today. About the Author here not so good i received some bad news back home. My mother is sick and she's in pain so she went to the doctor yesterday and i don't know yet what seems to be the problem with her, all i knew is she is in pain with her swollen half body. My brother told me about it and i cried and panicked upon knowing her situation. And the other bad news is my brother had failed in his studies. I cried myself out lastnight, why is it that problems comes at the same time. I am not mad or furious, i am just upset and disappointed to my brother because he wasted my hopes, efforts, and ambitions for him.

I never expected him to give me the best grades, i all i want from him is he will graduate soon and that's it! I wasn't even commanded him to get the course i wanted for him, i just let him chose his course so he can't feel that i pressured him. I keep reminding him that what i'm doing is just for them my younger brother and to our mother. I am not expecting any in return, all i want for them is to be a successful men someday that will be my reward and to my very supportive husband. My mother told me that my brother is not really doing bad things while he's studying, it's just that he is not studying hard and he's not even opening his books to learn, he is a happy go lucky young guy. Well, i told my mom that better let him go and let him realize how lucky he is and he just wasted all that.