Sad Morning

I woke up so early today although i went to bed last night so late. My sad dream woke me up with tears in my eyes and with heavy heart. I went to the kitchen to get some water to make me feel better. It's really hard sometimes if you are away with your love ones and you know some problem they have and you cannot help them emotionally. That's what i am undergoing right now, i am helpless and can't do anything about the situation. All i can do is just to pray that my family back home would be alright and find some solution to what they are going through right now. Even though i am wide awake already, still i can't help but to continue crying from what i have dreamed it is because my dream is a fact that i should contribute some help enable for the one member of my family to relate and realize what i have undergone in my life for the past years before i got married to my dear loving husband and got a wonderful and very lovely family of my own now.

Right now, i am very sad and feeling so down, i want to call them but i am holding back. I am just hoping that this problem would be over soon and everybody will be happy and contented. I love my family more than myself i would say, i have proven that already to them but yet some of them didn't realized that. Maybe they do, but they just don't value and realize how much i love them and want to be with them so bad.